My swim this morning was rather odd. For the entire warm up I felt terrible. My arms ached, and couldn’t eplain why, I did spin class the night before, but this has been a easy week, so not much effort has been had by my arms.
But eventually they started to feel better. It was by no means a quick transformation, but by the last set of my swim things were going well and I was going through the water like a rocket.
So I am a waiting a rather expensive bike, about to purchase a new house, and could end up owning 2 houses for a few weeks. But none of this worries me, what is stressing me out is paying for the 5 passes entry fee. Obviously these other 2 are influencing this stress. But today I have come to a conclusion, “wait and see”.
“I don’t have to do it”, that is a turning point, when I decide to do something I stick to it, thats what has been stressing me out. I could put it on my credit card, but don’t want to. So what I have decided is wait and see. Lets see what happens with the house. it might sell rather quickly, if so the money we are saving right now in the budgeting for the weeks with both houses will pay for it easy. Of course there might be no places left by then, but well thats life, and I can always do it next year.
So I just made that decision 10 minutes ago, and feel so much better about things:) phew!