Seems like a completly ridicoluous comparison, but for some reason its been stuck in my head for the last day or so.
I am completly panic’d… I will feel the absolute weight of disgrace if I don’t get there tommorrow. I just keep on telling myself you just gotta tell your CP to shut up, where at the 14K mark it’s saying stop or slow down… I know why I like tri’s so much, by the time you get to the run its more about survile than pushing yourself to go fast.
Why the heck am I putting myself through this torture… Ok that is not a postive thought, I am trying to have positive thoughts, but nothing is coming. I could so easily down a entire tub of Choclate Ice cream right now… ugh crap!
I also had a bad bad run this morning, that doesn’t really mean much, I always have bad runs on my final taper week.
Ok, time to right my split times on my arm and get ready I suppose.
Nad-ya's Head space 
I always forget to do that Nadia. Well done on getting that sorted out. All the worry in the world isn’t going to make things right. I know you know that, and we all know it’s hard to quieten down those thoughts in our head.
Above all else, have fun out there.